That is all…..
Maybe I’m just being to hard on myself I don’t know but this is all just to much at the moment and i don’t know how to deal with it.
No I don’t want shit handed to me on a silver platter, shit thats not life…honestly i have no idea what i’m talking about…
Maybe this month is not the month for me. it suppose to be a jolly holiday and it sure is for my children and i am determined to make it one for them. But for me, this year….idk…i just dont know.