So I just hit the 60k and I am so freaking uber EXCITED…
I stood up until about 1:30am but I was excited I think I might have went to be around 2:15am (yes yes dork I am)….
I am going to make an author page hopefully later or today! But to say the truth I’m so nervous, I’m not a good promoter at all, I hate putting myself out there cause I’m just an awkward person and I’m sure people will understand my weird sense of humor!
I mean so much shit runs through your head or at least my head, Will people like it, Will they skip it, Would they care, Would they not care??????? ugh I know I shouldn’t think like that but I can’t help it my brain want stop!
I guess all I know is that I will put out what I love and happy and satisfied with and hope that at least one person love it!!! I know there’s cruel people outside and some might or will come my way (that’s what makes me nervous).
So yes…..as I was writing yesterday I felt bad because my husband was in the living room and I felt like I should join him but I kept writing….so even though he won’t read this. I love you baby!!!!!!!!!!
Ok that’s it Chao for Now!